WHY I WRITE????????

I try to describe my self,

To ascertain who I actually am.

To uplift the self,

I finally have to give a damn.

I always wished to pen,

Just didn’t know as to when,

And how to ascertain,

A shot that’s nowhere to end.

Wow! I am this,

Oh! Why don’t I know that!

Yipee! I have it,

Grrrr! Why can’t I try that.

I wanted to be free,

I wished I had a special she.

But all would be in a spree,

Once you get a money-tree.

But ain’t I got one in the yard,

So better I, now again, work hard,

Since that’s how I can make it that far,

To transform my life into a beautiful card.

Then I planned a lot,

But t’was the following that I did not.

Yet always I wanted to crack the pot,

On the first shot,

At the very spot.

What I forgot,

Was to plan a plot,

That targets a dot,

On the pot,

For the shot.

I dreamt of many a thing,

But ain’t I got nothing,

Wonder why???

Well that’s obvious unless you try.

Within I tried to inculcate,

The passion and spirit to fight.

But long did I wait,

The fire failed to ignite.

There were times when I cried,

Somehow wished someone by my side,

Off my heart, tears continued to slide,

But never I let them to my eye,

T’was then I realized,

For none wait the time and tide.

Life to some is a cage,

To some an empty page,

And to many, about wage,

But to me……it’s a big stage,

Where you got to perform,

With and all your form,

So as to leave a mark,

For the later age,

One that’s never to be erased.

In my note,

On every page,

I try to quote,

With all my rage,

In pursuit to control my age,

And free the self from all bondage.

So from everyone did I brush aside,

And finally chose to decide,

To get rid of my conflicting side,

Of my heart, I made a divide,

And individualized every side,

Then, finally, I chose to fly,

With a side,

That would get me high.

As such, I resolved,

Before life’s dissolved,

To use my reynold,

And get the self evolved.

Now a balloon I inflate,

With the smoke from fire that isn’t so bright,

But believe that’s enough for my initial flight,

Coz am …….determined to FIGHTTTT.